fRu mEMbEbeL…jOm baCe!!…

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(T_T)
iT hurTz 2 luV sum1
n n0t b luVd iN rEturn
buT wuTz moRe paiNfuL
iZ 2 luV sum1,
n neVer fiNd d c0urAge
2 leT dAt peRs0n kn0w hoW u feEL..

(T_T)
d bEst kiNd oF fWen
iZ d kiNd u cAn siT
oN a poRch n sWinG wiTh,
nEva sAy a woRd,
n tHen waLk aWay,
feeLin liKe iT wuz d bEst c0nvErsati0n
u;vE eVa haD..

(T_T)
iT;s tRue dAt
wE duNno wUt wE;ve g0t uNtiL iT;z loSt..
buT it;Z os0 tRue
dAt wE duNno wUt we;vE been miSsin uNtil iT arriVes..

(T_T)
iT taKes
oNly a minUte
2 gEt a cRush on sUm1,
aN hoUr
2 liKe sum1,
n a Day
2 luV sum1,
buT it tAkez a liFetiMe
2 foRgeT sUm1…..

(T_T)
d0n;t g0 4 lo0kz,
tHey caN deCeive…
doN;t go 4 weALth,
eVen dAt faDez aWay..
go 4 sum1 wHo maKes u smiLe
c0z it taKes onLy a sMiLe
2 maKe a dArk daY seEm bRight..

(T_T)
dReaM wuT u waNna dRim,
g0 wHere u waNna g0,
bE wUt u wAnna bE,
c0z u haV onLy 1 liFe
n 1 chAnce 2 d0 aLL d thiNgz u wAnna d0..

(T_T)
owEyz puT urSeLf iN d oTher;s sHoez.
iF u feeL dAt it huRtz u,
iT proBabLy hurTz d pErs0n to0..

(T_T)
d haPpieSt of ppL
d0n;t neCesSariLy haV d beSt oF eVrythiN
tHey juZ maKe d moSt oF
eVrytHin dAt c0mez aLong thEir wAy…

(T_T)

luV beGinz wiT a smiLe,
gRowz wiT a kiSs,
eNdz wiT a tEar….
>wHen u wEre b0rn,
u wEre cRyin’ n eVry1 aRound u wuZ smiLin’….
>liVe ur lyFe s0 dAt whEn u diE,
u;rE d 1 smiLin’ n evRy1 arouNd u iZ cRyin’…

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cannot touch
cannot hold
cannot be together
cannot love
cannot kiss
cannot have each other

must be strong
and we must let go
cannot say what our hearts must know

how can i not love u?
what do i tell my heart?
when do i not want u here in my arms?
how does one waltz away from all of the memories?
how do i not miss u when u are gone?

cannot dream
cannot share
sweet and tender moments
cannot feel how we feel
must pretend it;s over

must be brave
and we must go on
must not say what we;ve known all along

how can i not love u?
what do i tell my heart?
when do i not want u here in my arms?
how does one waltz away from all of the memories?
how do i not miss u when u are gone?
how can i not love u?

must be brave
and we must be strong
cannot say what we;ve known all along

JOY ENRIQUEZ
OST : ANNA AND THE KING

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s0..
d s0ng ab0ve iZ deDicaTed 2 oNe oF ma oLd fWenz.
guEss u knoW wHo u R..
kaLu tAtau, ko mMg laMpi aa..
haha….

nwAyz..
it;S laTe..
duNno y, buT i cAn;t sEem 2 g0 to sLeep!!
peRhaps iT;s c0z
d eXcitEment oF pLayiN pooL juZ noW
[wiF diDi+nEena+naJa]
iZ stiLL linGerinG in mE!! 
(^__^)

dh la..
nk g paKse diRi uTK tDow..
s0k kNe g pAsar,
buY fo0dstuFf,
c0z niNa iS maSak-iNg!!
yeAyyy!! 

s0,
laYta eK, bLog deAresT!
x)
niTey-nYte~~!!!

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_______Best________
1. male friend: weLL,,usEd 2 haV 1..noW dUnno la..
2. female friend: erRr..aiYoo..touGh quEsti0n!!caN i aV 2?? deQLynn + aZah…lUv u boTh lotZ!!  ^__^
3. Vacation: viSitiN uNcLe jeFf + auNtie noRzie + my hyPer-kiYut cUzziNz iN fRance!! wUt maDe eVrithiN xtrA-beSh wUz i finaLLy g0t 2 eAt my loNg-loSt-fAve icEcreaM >> rAspbeRry fLavouRed ‘frubetto’ !! yuMm~~  (+_+)
4. age:  aiSeyh…aGain, sUch a toUgh quEsti0n! i guEss dA beSt dAYz oF ma lyFe wEre duRing hi-sKewL dAyz in d keWL-eSt sKewL eVa wiT dA kewL-eSt fWenz eVa!! dAymn…s0 miSsin tHose dAYz….  (T_T)
5. memory: uH-oWh…to0 maNy 2 cHooSe fRom la…

______Worst________
1. Time of day: wHen i;M sNuggLed iN ma bLankY n sUrr0unDed by c0mfY piLLowZ…n suDdenLy mA aLarm cLock g0eZ oFf aT  0700 eVri moWnin…aRrrghhh!!taMau g kLas!!!
2. Day of the week: oBviouSLy, MONDAY!! aww,maN….kLas sTart eDi????iZ sUnday reaLLy ovEr??
3. Food:  baWang!!! teMpe!! tErunG!! eWwwww…
4. Memory: beiNg beTrayeD reaLLy suXx….
5. Boyfriend or girlfriend: woOpz…n0 coMmenT! 

_______Last__________
1. Person u saw: aDie,mY ruMet,oLredi asLeeP + wRapPed uP in hEr bLankeT wHen i g0t baCK frOM d liB..iT wAs suRpriSing,aCtuaLLy,c0z i eXpectEd 2 sEe heR gLued iN fr0nt oF heR lapTop,aS usuaL..dRooLing oVer piCz oF hEr jaPaNese b0yz / cHeckiN ouT jaPaneSe wEbsitEs feAturiNg hEr j-b0yZ / fiLLin uP heR bLog wiT sTuff b0ut hEr j-b0yz / d0wnloAdin sTuff aSs0ciaTed wiT heR j-b0yz.. [yeP,guEss u caN teLL mA ruMet iZ extreMeLy oBseSsed wiT j-b0yz..huhu]
2. Talk on the phone with: m-A-m-a  kuH!
3. Hugged: hMm..i huGged ma piLLow…d0eZ daT couNt?  :p
4. MSN: mA gRypH…bUt dAt wUz a weEk aGo!!!! cPT la uniTen ade iNterneT coNnecti0n bLk….  =(

_______Firsts_________

1. Kiss: guEss iT wuZ frOm mY maMa wHen i saFeLy poPped oUt oF heR birTh caNaL on o7-oCt-1985 !!  (",)
2. Serious bf or gf : ma gRyph (^__^)
3. Car: hEhe…n0t yeT…2 moRe montHz,h0pe i;LL geT 1 la…[hiNt,hiNt, to mAma + ayaH  ]
4. school: loNdon eSsex pRimaRy sKewL…deFiniteLy luVd iT tHerE!!
5. Job: duRing waiTin 4 sPm reSuLTz,,i wAs aSsiGned d j0b 0f maRkin dA eNgLish eXerciSe bo0kZ oF ma maMa;s sKoLa reNdah sTudeNtz..[heY, i wUz paiD to0!!  ;p] so dAt c0untZ,rite?huhu.. 

_______today________
1. What are you doing now: eRr…oBviouSLy,fiLLin ouT diZ surVey…acTuaLLy, it;Z kiNda liKe a wArm-up b4 sTartiN mY sTay-uP seSsion laYta 2 fiNish oFf ma oBg notEz!!!
2. Tonight: iZ veRy wiNdy.. [haha..tAtau pe lg nk cKp la]
3. Wearing: riTe n0w? poLka d0t 3/4 paNtz..tShirt wiT lotZa reD laDybirDz + 1 grEen laDybirD + da woRdingZ  " IT’Z COOL TO BE DIFFERENT "
4. what did you eat for lunch: deCideD 2 tRy dA 12-ruPeeS maSaLa smo0dLes [inStaNt no0dLes in cuP] fr0m dA c0fFee bo0th…quiTe guD,aCtuaLLy.
5: Better than yesterday: mA biNg0 + uno-pLayin sKiLLz duRing cLass  =p

________tomorrow___________
1. Is: fRiday~~~yeT aNothEr boWrin dAy oF oBsteTricS + paEdiatriCs inTroduCtory cLassEs…aRghhhh!!!
2. Got any plans: suRe! tHot oF esKep-iNg cLass…buT sUddeNLy triNgat.."fRu,uR aTtendAnce dLm baHye la.." aiYa…saBa je la…
3. Goal: wiN aLL r0unDz oF uNo!!! 
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: b0wRin d0cz oF oBg + paEd!!! oWh yeP,haV 2 tOPap mY sTock guLe2 f0r pReparaTi0n oF fAcing t0morRow;s aGonizinGly-b0wriN cLass…..
5. Do you have work: oWeyz aV worK….

________Fav’s__________
1. Number: 7 / seVven / tuj0h / naNa / Vll
2: Song: aLamaK…jGn la seKse aKu sur0 piLeh saTu laGuh je!! i cAn;t!!! buT laTeLy, juZ caN;t sEem 2 gEt "BLIND" by liFeh0use ouTta mA heAd…guEss iT;s juZ c0Z oF d simpLe reAs0n dAt i keEp oN rePeaTing da s0ng oVer n ovEr aGain…heh…
3. Color: aLL kiNdz…duNno aCtuaLLy
4. Season: baCk in loNdon,luVd sUmma c0z dAtz wHen wE haD skeWL hoLz..buT luVd wiNter oSo,c0z g0t 2 haV sNowbaLL fiGhtz!
5. State: eRr…j0hor laa!!!j0hor rAwksZzz!! huhu…it;z juZ ritE mAa..noT too ‘uLu’ liKe perLis aNd n0t to0 congEsted liKe kL.. =)

________Currently_________
1. Are you in love?: i aM,yuP!  >__<
2. Dating someone: g0tTa wait f0r 2 moRe moNths b4 i caN stArt dAtiNg again…huhu
3. Missing someone:  a-b-S-o-L-u-t-e-L-y….(T_T)
4. Mood: i;m n0t eXperieNcin’ euPhoria riTe n0w..no dEpreSsion oSo…so guEss dAt meAnz i;M in aN ocKay mooD? 
5. Wanting: 2 juMp oN ma bed + buRy maseLf iN bLanky+piLLowZ + 4geT aLL bouT oBg noTez!!! >__<