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Monday, December 19th, 2005========================================================
haV u eXperieNceD d feeLin
dat uR r/sHip haZ reaCheD d eNd of d rOad?
wHen d sPark haS fAdeD…
leaVin a v0id oF conFusEd eMoti0n…
diZ confusi0n…
dOubt n guiLt-riDdeN…
u may qUesti0n y diZ iz haPpeniN..
”r wE juZ goiN tHru a roCKy paTch?”
oR
iZ it a siGnifiCant inDicaTion
dAt dA fiRe has burNt ouT?
mEbbE it;Z tiMe 2 movE on..
bUt hoW suRe r u 2 juDge…?
aS seLfisH aS it souNds,
bOringNEsS
oR
d laCK of aTtenti0n,
iZn;t a vaLid ‘nufF reAs0n
2 giV uP on a r/sHip buiLt on luV,cAre,aPpinEss,tEarS,wiT uPs n dOwns tHru d yeArz…
tHerE couLd b a tRiggEr
4 u 2 haV reaLizeD dAt u donT luV him/hEr d way u uSed to…
R u aTtrActeD 2 sUm1 eLSe…
eVen da sLightEst of aLL?
iZ he/sHe noT meEtin uR deSireS in a r/sHip aNym0re?
d0 u wANt moRe thAn hE/sHe caN giV?
hoW d0 u kn0w wHen it;Z tiME
2 bReaK it oFf foR gUd…?
-wHen it d0ez;nT feeL liKe luV aNym0re…
-wHen u no loNger aNticiPate hiS/heR affeCti0n…
” aBseNce maKez da heArt gr0w f0ndeR ”
buT in diZ cASe,,
uR aPpy noT 2 b aRounD him/heR,
aS morE aFfeCti0n wiLL puSh u fUrthEr inT0 cOnfusioN…
diStanciNg fRom intiMacy iZ ur seLf-dEfenSe..
a meChaniSm oF aSsurANce..
aN inDicati0n 2 ur paRtneR
dat u doNt wANna huRT him/heR fUrthEr
by n0t reCipr0catinG da geSturE of luV..
-wHen uR no lonGer c0mfoRtabLe in hiS/heR prEseNce…
-wHen tHere;Z nuThin moRe 2 taLk bOut….
-wHen lil’ tHingZ dAt usEd 2 maKe u aPPy noW seEm inSigniFicaNt n meAningLess….eVen boRing….
-wHen u;rE no lonGer aTtentiVe…
n riDden wiT (-)ve tHougHtz oF d r/shiP…
tHerE;z a sEnse oF aWkwaRdneSs in d aiR…
reStLesSneSs iz buiLdin…
n u cAn no loNger staNd d paCe of d r/sHip….
uR so cOnfuSed
wiT diZ suDden rUsh of feELingz
n neEd aN outLet…
buT cErtainLy noT into d compAssi0n oF ur paRtneR….
feeLingZ r s0 ineXpLicabLe..
n aT suM poiNt,,
u maY feeL dAt u;vE beTrayEd ur paRtneR
wHen d r/shiP u boTh buiLT on
boiLz dOwn 2 uR own instincTs,seLfisHneSs n uncErtainTy….
by diZ tiMe,
uR paRtneR wiLL haV a suBstantiaL hiNT
of aMisS in d r/Ship..
n wHen he/sHe staRtz questi0nin,
maKin eXcusEz n liEs,
sEems 2 b a waY ouT…
ouT of d situAti0n
n
ouT of eAch otHer;z prEsenCe…
buT…..
r u wiLLin 2 giV up juZ yeT…..?
hE/ sHe may start 2 acC0mm0daTe 2 ur feeLingZ..
hoPing 4 a cHange in uR coLdneSs 2wArdz eaCh otHer…
buT dePresSion staRtz 2 gRow wiT eAch paSsin dAy…
feELin reLentLEss,
aRguMEntz maY staRt eaSiLy,
pRovidiNg d iniTiati0n
2 brEaK up
oR
a tiME off eAch otHer….
tHerE r to0 maNy reAsonZ y luV fADez……
bUt nevVa feEL at fAuLT…
eMoti0nz r peRpLeXed…..
juZ aS hoW bLissFuL d r/sHip sTarteD oFf..
iT haS 2 eNd
wHen iT haS 2 eNd…
laLalaLA………………
